January 18 - Pink Eye and Ear Infection = Frustration

Gerard's weight last night was 3 lbs. 12 oz. Isn't he amazing? The nurse was kind enough to tell Michael that I'm doing the right thing, as hard as it seems, by staying home and not going in while I'm sick. They wish everyone would follow instructions. Honestly, I know he wouldn't make it if he had what I have. All I can do is continue to provide milk that has tons of antibodies to this horrible sickness.

The nursing staff has given Michael the OK to visit, but he won't be holding him tonight. He has to scrub in real good and wear a gown, so that should be OK.

As for me, the doctor thinks I have a combo of both a viral and bacterial infection. Today my ears have been weeping with infection - talk about gross! Trying a new antibiotic tonight that's a bit stronger. My eyes are responding to the drops, which means bacterial pink eye. I'm still running a temperature around 100, which just makes me feel yucky. If my ears don't get better, it's back to the doctor again on Tuesday. I'm thinking positive, but feel like I've been hit by a truck. I've felt so bad that I haven't been able to read the many books so many friends have given me.